LJ Idol - Wheel of Chaos - Wk 8 - Infrastructure (HOME GAME) (though not new, newly shared)
Sep. 2nd, 2025 06:35 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
curvy girl warning be gentle with me, please i deal with enough in the medical world they chew me up and spit me out too fat for real medicine too big to be seen as real too much for even the mri to see within so who knows, really, what it is just that i know something is really wrong that i hurt like i haven't before that i deal with pain on a daily basis and this New Pain Makes Me Want To Cry but i didn't fit and they didn't call back so now i have to play chase like girls and boys in the school yard like men and women in bars like all the things i hate but i'm simply a fat girl now too big to have real concerns cuz they'll say "if you just lose some weight" or "exercise more" as if the panacea of thinness is enough as if starving myself into disappearing is enough as if taking a shot or a pill is enough to stop a lifetime of injuries and hurt a societal epoch of women being (invisible) for (e)quality medicine weight is merely the newest lie